

sometimesi wish i could hate my mom, but she's so fucking cool and awesome and shit and it's so hard to hate her these days because aubrey's gone and she's all i have left that connects me to the real world, even if i don't talk to her every second and ask her how she's been (which reminds me, i should do that) or hug her and tell her how much i love her and sometimes i think she likes the dog more than me and i hate crying and i'm so tired and so sad and i just want to fall off the face of the planet or sleep for days and days and never resurface, not for one tiny itty bity thing except maybe to hang out with casey and ashley and i've never felt so asometimes


dkjfghdjfgis it just me, or does everything look the same?dkjfghdjfg
i don't want to see colors. i want black and grey and white. i want dead flowers in my garden. i want the sun to retreat back over the mountains and die.
i'm sad.
i'm not angry. i'm not emo. i'm emotionally drained, empty, the bottom bit of melted ice cream at the bottom of the carton. i'm nothing.
the thunder seems to agree. i jump when it rattles the walls of my house, my room, my insides.
i can't stand lamplight. i can't stand my mother's smile. i can't stand the dog barking, the cat meowing, the sky crashing down on me. i can'


the feel good dragit's raining outside. my fingers are pressing keys on this keyboard, the click-clack is starting to bug the shit out of me.the feel good drag
i sigh.
i'm speechless. blah. fill me with words.
my sunglasses are broken. i'm missing the C and L keys on my laptop.
i feel very.. blah. the rough streak is coming back. i'm tired of posting millions of journal entries. i don't need your feedback.
give me a moment. okay, i'm back from planet whatthefuckisgoingon. nobody knows anything there, ignorant ninnys.
my skin is stretching back, retreating from my muscles; my bones are br
Devious Comments
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ĐĦĀŊÆcяoΣanĉεг
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I miss you grabbing me from behind and softly whispering "You're so beautiful" and "I love you" in my ear. <3
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**Ectopic Shapeshifting Penance-propulsion**
thanx 4 the watch
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**Ectopic Shapeshifting Penance-propulsion**
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-Supergnuen
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Welcome to hell, no you won't be happy here...
i love you too <3
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CLEAN YOUR SHORTS! CLEAN YOUR SHORTS GOD DAMNIT YOU'RE A BIG BOY!
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excuse me but you don't seem human.
yours owns mine.
great galery
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e o ciudatene ce se petrece!
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<3
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